whoa, whoa, whoa!

Believe it or not, i'm here. It's day one-hundred and fourteen. Can you believe? I haven't been here in so long.

A lot of things have happened over the past month. It's been more than a month, hasn't it? Well, almost, at least. It's almost going to be January. That means the new year is rolling in! 2009! That's just crazy.

My father is visiting my family here in New Jersey for the holidays. I'm really glad he's down here. I've missed him quite dearly, if I do say so myself. I really enjoy spending time with him. I forgot how much my father and I are alike. It's going to be a sad time when he has to leave back to Oregon.

My father has always been into reading and such along those lines. Since he's here, we've made a few trips over to Barnes & Noble's. He bought me Twilight, New Moon, and Eclipse. I read all of those over the past week. I'm still working on Eclipse as of now, but i'm sure that'll be done soon. (; I was inspired to read the book after seeing the movie with my father. Everyone says that the movie wasn't all that great, but I beg to differ.

What's tomorrow? Sunday? Well, of course it is! Tomorrow is also the day I leave to go to Virginia with my father, mother, and brother. We'll be there until Tuesday. I love going to Virginia. My favorite relatives live over there. Plus, I was born and somewhat raised in Virginia. It's like home to me. Alongside that, I love road trips. I used to get carsick very easily, but now the long car rides don't bother me too much, and i love them.

Christmas was just two days ago! I hope everyone had a very good Christmas. (: I spent my Christmas with family as usual, so it was good. I wasn't really expecting anything for Christmas, honestly, but to my surprise, my father bought me a pink sony vaio! I love it so much! I named her Tiffany. I'm sure you're wondering where the name Tiffany comes from. Well, my first goldfish's name was Tiffany, back when i was in 2nd grade or so. That's where the name comes from. When I was younger, that was my favorite name.

I'm not sure I have much else to say. I'm pretty tired, to be honest. I'm not sure why. Well I guess i'll be leaving now. (: Farewell!

I'm Back!,

Oh my lord, it's day fifty-seven!

I know I haven't really been writing in my blog. I'm a little sad about that. I've always meant to, but I was just never in the mood.

Well tons of things have happened over the course of about.. what? Two weeks? Well anyway, I lost my kitty, Butters. We found him though, so no worries about that. Also, Halloween was just two days ago! I was a kitty myself. :) Nobody could tell what I was though!

I have to tell you this story though! I went to this Halloween party with my mom and Joanne. It was pretty fun, I have to admit. Dancing, eating, partying, etc. It's the usual. Well my mom had gone outside to make a phone call. Joanne was sitting next to me. This random drunk guy is sitting on the other side of me, paying me no attention, thankfully. However, this other guy, who, I will admit, thought was slightly attractive for somebody older, had given me this look while talking to the drunk guy next to me. I couldn't really understand. I mean, the music was so loud, how could anybody hear anything? Anywho, he gave me this look again, as if he were talking to me. I motioned to him that I couldn't understand or hear him. He motions for me to come over to him. I give him a bit of an odd look and slowly get up and walk the four steps over to him. He grabs hold of my arm and asks me if i'd like to dance. I tell him that I'm not really all that great at dancing. He then asks me what my nationality is. I tell him Hispanic and Filipino. Then he asks what my name is. I tell him that my name is Miranda. He says, "Nice to meet you Miranda, I'm Sahid[sp?]" and he shakes my hand. His breath reeked of alcohol and his words were slurred. Then he says to me, "Listen, I can't tell you how I feel right now, but I'd like to. Would you like to exchange phone numbers with me, so that we could maybe meet up and get to know each other?". I look at him strangely and tell him that I would have to think about it. He then gives me this look like, "What?! You have to THINK ABOUT IT?!". I tell him sorry and turn to leave. However, he still has hold of my arm and he's still gripping tight. I give him a weird look and ask him if he's going to let go of my arm. He then says, "Don't leave me!". I laugh to myself and confront him about a girl he was with before. He then smirks, "Oh! So you were watching me?" I just roll my eyes and sit back down next to Joanne. He comes and sits next to me trying to say something. Joanne then says, "Time to go?" I couldn't really understand what she meant by that so I just replied, "Yes, in a bit. When mom comes back." This guy then grabs my attention again telling me that he just likes to have fun. I'm sure there was more of a message behind that, but the alcohol was too distracting for me to notice it. I just sit there and look at him like, "oh really?". He then says to me, "So listen, will you exchange phone numbers with me or not?". I raise an eyebrow with a slight smile on my face and plainly say, "No.". I read the disappointment on his face, but he just raises his hand and says, "Well it was nice meeting you Miranda." I reply, "you too." and he walks off. The more I think about it, he probably would've been a good, nice guy if he were sober.

Well anyway, that's all i've got to say for now. I'll try to write more often. Farewell!

Awake at Night,

It's day forty-five. Holy crap man.

I had this really bad stomach-ache today. I sort of almost went home early? Not really. Actually, no, I didn't.

Last night I fell asleep around somewhere like 7 or 8. I don't know why, I didn't really mean to fall asleep, but I did. Then I woke up again around midnight. I woke up for the last time at 4AM, and I decided that even though I was extremely tired, that I'd go shower and get ready for school. I normally don't shower in the morning, but I didn't shower that night, or prepare my self for school the next day. You know? Everything was just so off course. Even though I had gotten a pretty good night's sleep, I guess, I was still really tired.

I don't really know what else to say. My stomach is still hurting. STUPID BODY! GET BETTER!

What?,

Hello day thirty-nine! :P

I don't even know what i'm really talking about. I'm just kind of like, "whoo!" I guess.

I found out some things today. Aw, but they can't be mentioned. Gosh,I hate when that happens. Maybe I should have a blog with a password. You know what I mean? Oh gosh, that would be really cool! They have passwords for certain websites & such, right? I should have one too! Does it cost money? I don't even know. Maybe I should look into that.

While I was on the phone with Queen today, some girl was calling me on the other line. I answered it & she said, " Hey, do you know Mia? "
I couldn't really comprehend it too well in my brain so I just said, " what? "
Then she said, " Do you know Amanda? "
I said, " Wait... what?"
Then she said, " Do you know Mia!? "
I said, " Oh, uh, yes, "
Then she kind of yelled at me, " Well she said she's going to beat you up tomorrow, so be prepared #@!$. "
I just said, " okay " and went back to my phone conversation with Queen. I talked to Mia about it and it's not even true. Silly girls calling me on restricted numbers. :)

Okay, I don't even know what else to talk about anymore. I guess I can just end it here.

Oh! My mom said she's taking me to some kind of ballroom dancing class on Friday night. I guess it'll be fun. I don't really know what to expect of it, but I guess I'll have fun. I mean, I always have fun with my mommy. :)

Full Moon,

Hello hello day thirty-seven! :)

I haven't talked to my friend Sid in a while. That makes me pretty sad. :(

Yesterday I was having a terrible day. Everything was so stressing, and I was so tired. I just wasn't happy at all, and I felt as though I had no hope. However, last night wasn't so bad. The bad mood was settling towards the end of the day. Luckily, I was a lot better today! Everything was going beautifully. I was happy, I had a really good night's rest, and things were just flowing nicely.

I wish I could really tell you about my day in detail, but I have some private things that I couldn't just share with everyone. I'm sorry. Just know that it was a spectacular day. :)

I think this good mood was caused by a full moon; which there was today. I don't know. I'm really into astrology and all that. They tell me that my planet, or whatever, would be the moon. It's my symbol or sign. I actually have high belief in that. Whenever the moon is out and it's full, something amazing happens. Weird, but true.

I actually got my retainer yesterday. It sort of makes me talk with a lisp. I think it's funny. I enjoy wearing it though, to be honest. It feels really cool in my mouth. It's not like a regular wire retainer. It's a plastic replica of my teeth. I just slip it over my teeth, and it's like it's not even there! It's great. :) It was $400 though, which is pretty bad. I'm glad I have them though.

Not much else to say. I'm really going to try and lose weight though. I don't know how many times I've said it, but I really want to. I'm determined.

Well, that's all. Goodbye!

Why Do I Feel Like This?,

a little something i wrote;
by miranda fuentes.

but the blood flowing through my veins hurts..
&my heart still shivers when you walk past.

my mind is screaming from the pain i'm hiding.

&the wind just blows right through me.

like i've never felt before, but almost the same..
my body weakens with every refrain.

looking up to the sky only to breathe once more;
the soft moonlight against my eyes
begs my tears to pour.



...why do i feel like this?

Long Day,

Hello there day thirty-four. Wow, that's a lot of days.

Well Queen slept over last night. We stayed up until 6AM making a video. It was fun. :) It was our chickachicka-lamblamb rap. It's a funny rap. I won't tell you the lyrics though. They're bad lyrics. Anywho, today we went to the movies and saw Nick & Norah's Infinite Playlist. It was such a cute movie. I suggest watching it. :)

It's been a long day and i'm pooped. I want to mention something that happened today also, but I don't think my mom wants me to mention it. I'll just keep quiet.

I just want to sing this song to send almost a message out there:

" You look so dumb right now standing outside my house. Trying to apologize, you're so ugly when you cry. Please--just cut it out. "

Nobody will know what I'm talking about... except maybe Queen. Perhaps my mommy too, but you never know.

I am REALLY thirsty. I'm going to get a drink, lay down, do laundry, and sleep. Goodbye.

You Don't Know My Name,

Big Bird,

Hello day twenty-nine! It's going to be day thirty in about ten minutes. :)

I remember reading about this story of "Big Bird" when I was younger in a book that my great uncle had. I decided to look it up, and here is the odd story of "Big Bird":

The term Big Bird in this particular instance does not refer to the lovable 6 foot tall, yellow feathered bird from the hit children’s show Sesame Street but rather a mysterious creature that was sighted several times in the Rio Grande Valley of deep South Texas during the mid 1970’s. Big Bird, as the creature was dubbed, was described by witnesses as being five feet tall, having a huge wingspan of up to 12 feet and possessing two large red eyes on a gorilla like face.

On January 7, 1976, policemen Arturo Padilla of San Benito, Texas, spotted something unusual in the headlights of his cruiser. Padilla described the creature as looking like a big bird, a really big bird. A few minutes later Padilla’s fellow officer, Homer Galvan, also reported seeing the creature in the form of a black silhouette that glided through the air.

The evening of January 7, 1976 a man by the name of Alverico Guajardo of Brownsville, Texas, encountered the creature, describing it as a giant bat.

On January 14, 1976 a man named Armando Grimaldo, at Raymondville, heard a sound like the flapping of bat like wings and a funny kind of whistling, as he pondered the source of the sound large claws gripped his back and ripped his shirt. He described his assailant as a flying creature with leather skin and a monkey like face.

You can't tell me that doesn't sound a little freaky to you! What would you say to yourself if you saw that!? I would die.

Well Queen is sleeping over tonight. She has a headache right now though, so she's taking a nap. I'm going to wake her up in 5 minutes. I just wanted to share this story with you all.

Brace-free,

Hello day twenty-eight again! :)

Yes, it's true, my braces are off! It feels like such a relief to have them off. I'm glad they're off. My teeth are all smooth and slick. I love brushing my teeth, it's so fun!

I'm hoping that I can sleepover Queen's tomorrow. I don't know if my mommy will let me, but I hope she will. I love hanging out with Queen. :) She's such a joy to be around.

There's no school this Thursday either! It's Yom Kippur. Wait, that's correct, right? It's "Yom", right? I'm gonna feel bad if it's wrong!

Have you ever been rejected before? Not trying to be conceited, but I've never really known rejection. Rejection and I don't really click. However, remember when I said that I thought my cousin's friend Kevin was cute? Well, I told my cousin to just ask what he thought of me, and to tell him that I like him. My cousin calls him and Kevin ends up saying that I'm not really his type and he just met me and he's not really interested. I'm not dying over here, but I'm just saying. I think i'm just trying to process it all in my brain. I guess it doesn't matter. Well actually, it doesn't. I'm okay with it actually. It would really never work--I wouldn't really ever get to see him. Oh well. Easy come, easy go. Is that the right quote to use?

I think it's a little ironic that the orthodontist gave me a cup of candy when I left after getting my braces off. It's almost like, "Congratulations on getting your braces off! Now here's some candy so you can ruin your brand new teeth!". I don't know, I just thought it was funny. I like the candy though, and it's a cute mug. The lady told me that when it's filled with hot water, that the braces on the smile will go away. Cute, right?

Well alright, I have a few things I'd like to take care of before I head to bed. Farewell! :)

Off Course,

Hello day twenty-eight! :)

Well it's actually the beginning of day twenty-eight. It's about 3:30AM right now. I woke up about an hour & a half ago. I feel so off course. Normally my day goes as so: go to school, come home, eat, nap, wake up, dinner (sometimes), computer, sleep. However, today went as so: went to school, came home, ate, learned a cup beat, walked around outside and inside and did the cup beat for about 3 hours, taught the cup beat to Jamal, watched tv, ate dinner, did the cup beat with jamal again, watched tv again, fell asleep on the couch, woke up, slept. Do you see? I like this off course feeling though. My days are normally lazy and boring.

I was with Jamal about 5 minutes ago. He was awake too, but he was getting tired. I talked with him for a while and once he fell asleep I left. I stayed until he fell asleep because I remember when I wanted somebody to stay with me when I fell asleep, but nobody would stay. It might not have mattered to him, but I guess it mattered to me.

I'm watching Fresh Prince of Bel-Air right now. Hooray! Will Smith is so entertaining. :)

Wow! I only have about 4 hours left with my braces. This is going to be an odd departure. I actually liked having braces. I remember when I was smaller and I saw my brother with braces. I wanted them so badly. I thought it'd be great to have them. I was right actually. My smile is going to be pretty great when these braces come off. I am pretty excited.

I just want to stop being sick already. I hate sleeping when i'm sick because when I wake up I feel all groggy and miscombobulated. Is that a word?

I'm wide awake right now. It's a good thing I'm not going to school tomorrow, or else I would be pretty darn tired.

Well I suppose I'll stop for now. I didn't realize, but according to my counter, there are a lot of people that just read this. Hi people reading this! It's so interesting that people I don't know are being informed about my life. Well actually, now that I've given it some thought, that sounds a bit creepy. Ah, well.

Goodbye! :)

Playboy Bunny Purse,

Day twenty-six! :)

I didn't post an entry yesterday, and I just realized that.

Yesterday I did a bunch of chores and went to the mall with my cousin Anthony. Aside from the fact I was hanging out with a bunch of guys, it was pretty fun. :) I met new people! Their names were Tim, Kevin, and Norman. They didn't talk to me much. I guess they were shy. I actually thought Kevin was kind of cute. ;) While at the mall, I bought a Playboy Bunny Purse for seven dollars! It was originally twenty-four dollars, but I got a good discount.

Today I went to Banzai with my mommy for lunch. I just found out that my brother is the manager there! We got to eat free. ;) It was funny because I knew a chunk-load of people that worked there.

That's really all I did today. I'm getting over my sickness fast, which is AWESOME.

Oh yeah! Guess what? My braces come off in TWO DAYS. :D

Well that's all I suppose. Goodbye!

Spongebob and Friday Nights,

Day twenty-four! :)

I think i'm coming down with something! :( I can feel it in my throat. Oh no! I hate being sick!

Here I am doing nothing on a Friday night. I don't have a boring life, do I? I choose to live my life this way!

Last night I went with my mom and Joanne to karaoke! :) It was fun. I made a lot of old MEN happy. >.>

I don't really have anything else to write. Tomorrow should be fun. I'm going to the mall with Anthony and his friend. :)

Masai was sick today. :( I didn't get to see him yesterday or today! Not cool. :T

Spongebob is on. :) I like Spongebob. Maybe i'll go watch Spongebob. :)

Farewell! :D

Pain,

Day Twenty-Three? :)

I'm in pain today. :( My chest hurts, and i'm all nauseous. I'm trying not to sleep though, cause then it's just gonna mess up my whole day. I'm just here trying to cope with the pain. Luckily my mommy let me stay home today, or else i'd be in pain AND in school. Not the best combination. Oh and to top everything off, I have this extremely painful growing pain in both of my legs. Hopefully it goes away though.

I'm thinking about hanging out with my cousin Anthony on Saturday. I think it'll be fun. I hope my mom lets me go. I don't know how i'd get there though, honestly. I was hoping that Anthony's mom could drop me off with him? I don't want to cause any inconvenience though. His friend is going too, I forgot his name. I think it was Norman Li. It sounds fun though, right? It's better than me just sitting at home and staring at a wall like I do on a regular basis.

Sasha keeps running away! She's such a big fat-fatty. I let Pepper out, and there she is, zooming outside the door. She doesn't love us. :( She always comes back though.

Okay, i'm in pain now, so i'm going to go. Goodbye!

Happy October 1st,

Day Twenty-Two! :) Also, Happy October 1st!

I don't really know what to write about though.

This is just random, that's why there's a pretty picture of the sky to your left.

I don't have anything to say, but I wish I did.

I think i'm going to go take a shower now.

Alright, goodbye! :)

Haircut,

Day twenty-one! :)

I got a haircut today. :) You can't really see it in the picture to the right, but you know. I didn't like it too much at first, but I actually do like it. I missed having bangs. I feel cute!

Nothing else really happened today. My friend, Sid, was supposed to come over in the morning for a little while, but he wasn't able to. It's alright though, because I was barely awake when he called me and said he couldn't. Heh.

Aw, there's school tomorrow. It feels like a Saturday today.

You wanna know something really funny? I was playing hide & go seek with my dog, Pepper, yesterday! It was actually really fun. Do you see how silly I am? I think it was cool that Pepper actually cooperated with me during the game. I was laughing so hard. It was ridiculous.

Well I don't really have much else to say. I have to finish that essay for tomorrow. I would just type it, but I don't have anywhere to print it! My teacher, Mrs. Lisa, says I can't send it to her in an e-mail either. I am allowed to hand in a written paper, it doesn't have to be typed. I would prefer it to be typed though. Maybe I'll go see if my mom's printer works. :)

Well that's all. I love how my motivation is just flowing back. I hope these no-motivation periods don't come very often.

Goodbye! :)

When We Were Kids,

Day twenty. :)

I have little to no motivation, but here's something I thought was cute.

Alright, here to the left we have my cousin Anthony! :) Here's something I thought was cute; just read our AIM conversation.

By the way, we were joking around just saying "yo" after every sentence.

meeeRa says: yo, i'm gonna chill with you one day--yo.
XrockbusterX92: how so yo?
meeeRa says: i don't know--yo.
meeeRa says: you only live in edison--yo.
meeeRa says: that's one town over--yo.
XrockbusterX92: rofl
XrockbusterX92: lets go to the beach yo
meeeRa says: what!?--yo.
XrockbusterX92: and we can run around holdin hands yo
meeeRa says: ...yo?!
XrockbusterX92: like we was kids yo
meeeRa says: you have kids yo!?
meeeRa says: hahah.
XrockbusterX92: no
meeeRa says: oh.
meeeRa says: yo.
XrockbusterX92: when we was kids
XrockbusterX92: we used to do that yo
meeeRa says: we did that when we were kids yo?
meeeRa says: are you sure? how do you know that? --yo.
XrockbusterX92: I kept getting teased by the fam
meeeRa says: aw.. --yo.
XrockbusterX92: lol
XrockbusterX92: no prob tho
XrockbusterX92: yo'
meeeRa says: but seriously--we did that? yo.
XrockbusterX92: yerp
meeeRa says: when!? yo.
XrockbusterX92: when we were little
XrockbusterX92: like
XrockbusterX92: 6-8
XrockbusterX92: ish
XrockbusterX92: yo
meeeRa says: no way yo.
meeeRa says: why don't i remember that yo?
XrockbusterX92: I didn't remember either
meeeRa says: then how do you know yo!?
XrockbusterX92: the family teased me about it
meeeRa says: when? yo?
XrockbusterX92: uh
XrockbusterX92: a few years ago
meeeRa says: &they said my name yo?
XrockbusterX92: yep
XrockbusterX92: "don't you remember?
XrockbusterX92: you and miranda would walk around the beach
XrockbusterX92: holding hands"
XrockbusterX92: and I'm like
XrockbusterX92: "wtf seriously?"
meeeRa says: hahahahaahahah!
meeeRa says: WHEN. WAS. THiS.
meeeRa says: I WANT VIDEO PROOF!
XrockbusterX92: psssh

Yes, that's exactly how it went. Please don't harass him on AIM now that you know his screen name.

Well that's all i've got. Today was alright. I was pretty tired. I'm proud that I got something down at least. You know? Okay, farewell for now! :)

Still No Motivation,

I don't even know what day it is. I hate having no motivation to write anything. The only thing that happened was Queen sleeping over. That's it. I feel as though I have no patience to continue. Something fun is coming up tomorrow and the following day though. ;) That's all I can say. Farewell--until I receive motivation.

No Motivation,

I have no motivation to write anything. :(
That's probably why I missed yesterday too.
Aw man.

Don't Forget,

Day seventeen.

Did you forget that I was even alive? Did you forget everything we ever had? Did you forget about me? Did you regret ever standing by my side? Did you forget what we were feeling inside? Now i'm left to forget about us. But somewhere we went wrong; we were once so strong. Our love is like a song--you can't forget it. So now I guess this is where we have to stand. Did you forget ever holding my hand? Never again--please don't forget. We had it all. We were just about to fall even more in love than we were before. I won't forget about us. And at last, all the pictures have been burned. And all the past is just a lesson we've learned. I won't forget. Please don't forget us. Our love is like a song, but you won't sing along. You've forgotton about us.

I don't know. I'm feeling sort of moody-ish. I've just been thinking about stuff. Everyone I'm talking to is thinking about certain things too. It's weird.

The end.

Relaaaaaax,

Day sixteen! Hello! :)

I'm feeling a bit off today, I must admit. I went home early since I didn't really feel good. I feel a bit better now though. I've still got a slight headache, but I'll manage. Today was relaxing. It really did me good. I know that I'm still just a teen and it's not really believeable that I go through stress and such, but I actually do. Teens need a day to kick back too, you know.

After my headache got better, I decided to go to the library and return the stuff I borrowed. Then I took out another book, and three DVDs. One of them was "27 Dresses" and I just finished watching it. :) It was a really cute movie.

Even though I was really tired, I didn't sleep. This way I could go to bed early and feel really good and refreshed tomorrow. One thing that I hate equally to stomach-aches would have to be feeling tired. Especially in the morning! Ugh, I hate that. Anywho, this was a good day off for me. Even though I still have a bit of a headache, and I'm slightly dizzy, it was a really enjoyable day.

Oh! I forgot to mention this cool chicka that read my blog. :) Her name is Ebony and her birthday is November 18. Now I bet you're wondering what that has to do with anything. Well, she actually falls under "Love&Friendships" for that list of birthdays I have. Isn't that awesome? Uh, YES. :)

I've been thinking about my no-boyfriend situation lately. That's not the only thing that gets me down. It's also the fact that I'm not really crushing on anyone either. Having a crush is one of the best parts! Well for me--anyway.

The weather right now is amazing! It's gorgeous outside! I don't really know how to enjoy this day though, so i'll just admire it from afar.

Oh and about 13 more days until I get my braces off. :D

Well that's all for now. Farewell. :)

Volleyball,

Well hello there day fifteen! :)

I actually had a pretty good day today. :) I had a normal day of school, but it wasn't entirely bland. Then after school I watched the volleyball game. South Plainfield won, but i'm okay with that because Queen is on that team. :) When I took the late bus home, it was the cutest thing! A couple of freshman boys knew me! They knew my name and all that, but I didn't know them. I don't know, I've always liked that feeling in a weird kind of way. Do you know what I mean? This one guy especially, that sat next to me, was a total sweetheart. He knew all this stuff about me because he actually reads the stuff on my myspace. I don't know, but that melts my heart because I always have this feeling that nobody cares, and when I find that somebody does actually care, it just makes my whole day. I gave him a kiss on the cheek. :)

That was pretty much my day. I'm extremely tired though. I want to go to sleep so badly, but I still have random oddities to do.

I forgot to tell you about my dream that I had two nights ago. It was so weird! I can't really remember all of it (but then again, when can I?), but I know most of the end. Alright, so we had a house in what looked like my Aunt Cecil's neighborhood. I believe it's something like a country club? Anywho, my mom, supposedly my brother, and I were driving home. We left my lola (which means grandma in tagalog) at the house because we weren't going to take long where ever we had gone. Suddenly, I see my cats roaming around the neighborhood. I see Butters, Taylor, and Sasha just walking around. I'm shocked and when I get home I check to see if it were really our cats. It turned out that my lola had left a window or something open and they had gone out. I can't remember the next part, so I'll just skip ahead. We're having some kind of barbecue at our house. I walk outside and my Uncle Tony is grilling these amazing smelling and looking burgers. I have a small conversation with him, but I don't remember what about. Then I look up towards the sky and it starts to rain really hard. I run inside, but my Uncle Tony is still outside trying to grill the burgers. That's actually all I can remember.

That's kind of weird, huh? Yeah.

Well I suppose I'll go now. Until tomorrow! :)

Last Night,

Hello day fourteen again! :)
OR, week two! :D

My attempt at staying up all night long failed. Oh well. However, I did have fun last night! Has anyone tried to use the "talk" feature on AIM? Queen and I did! It's almost like being on the phone, minus the cost, and minus the annoying small item you have to hold to your ear. Although, my microphone was pretty crappy and I got cut off a lot. No matter, it was still fun. We actually played snaps through the microphone. It was pretty fun. She kept me entertained until 5AM.

I woke up around 1:30PM today. Ugh. More of a day wasted! Masai said that we could hang out today. He hasn't talked to me since yesterday afternoon. I don't really know what's going on. If he calls or something, then I'll answer, but until then, I'll be here by myself. :S

I said I was going to watch Spanglish, but I forgot. Maybe I can return those other movies that I rented from the library now that I watched them. I still have that scary movie that I wanted to watch. I don't want to watch it alone though. It's still daylight out. Maybe I'll watch it.

Well that's all for now. I'll post again when the day is near ending.

Queen,

Day fourteen, as of 26minutes ago. :)

My friend, Queen, just left. It made me sad. Now I'm lonely and have nothing to do. We baked a chocolate cake. :) It's called Devil's Food. She called David, and he called a couple of times. We laughed at things, especially videos of these people. We also played guitar. I played her a song, and then she made a song. It was funny. Then we played snaps. Having her over was fun. :D

I really didn't do anything today though. I watched "Saved!" and some of "Napoleon Dynamite". I think I might go watch "Spanglish" also. I rented them from the library, so I might as well.

Mia was actually supposed to sleepover, but she didn't cause she was sick. I don't know. Oh well though. There's more I could say, but I don't think I will. It's just... I don't know.

Nothing really else to say. My mom went out tonight. That's good for her. I actually wanted to go with her. Hah! She said I couldn't cause she was going to a bar. Sometimes I wish I were older.

Well, that's all for now. Until later on today--

Sushi-Dreams,

Hello, hello day thirteen! :)

I had this dream that I actually remember most of.

I wanted to go somewhere after school. I didn’t know who to hang out with, so I decided to go over Rachel’s house. Her house wasn’t normally where it usually is in real life. It was actually past what I thought to be Edison. Anyway, me and her friends were all hanging out, and we even went to an Asian restaurant that was close by. It was like a sushi type of place. Well it grew darker and I needed to get home somehow. I figured I could walk home, but it’s a pretty far walk, and I might get lost somehow along the way. I decided to call Clarissa to see if I could get a ride. I was getting that really scared-nervous feeling inside of me, and it was growing bigger. Then Clarissa came to the Asian restaurant and I told her I needed a ride to my house. She then said something along the lines of, “Oh, you want me to take you THERE? No! I can’t. I’m busy. I’m flirting with this guy.” I was then pleading to her to take me home. She still said no. I gave up, said “fine”, cried, and walked away. I was really scared to walk home through Edison, because that’s sort of a bad part of town. I had no choice though. I wasn’t going to call my mom to come pick me up or anything. I kept walking through, and I was really scared and I felt like I had no idea where I was going. Then I came up to a mall, which you have to pass through to get to my house. So I went inside the mall, and my mom calls me. I don’t pick up though. I just text her back saying, “I’ll be home soon!”, and keep walking. I feel almost lost walking through the mall, but I see some familiar stores and it makes me feel a little better. My mom texts me back saying, “Okay, you better, or else I’m going to call the cops on you.” I feel a little afraid after reading that. I sort of forget what happens next, but somehow my mom finds that I’m in the mall. She sees me, but for some reason I’m running from her. I run up stairs, and go through weird doors. She soon is on my tail, literally about 2 feet away from me. I finally come through to what looks kind of like a Macy’s store, because it looked like the inside of a living room or bedroom, but it was a store. For some reason, there’s almost like a business party where I am, and my mom and I get stuck inside this living room-business-party room. We, for some reason, can’t get out the way we came in. I even look outside the balcony window to see if there’s a fire escape we could possibly use, but it’s too far down and there’s no way to get on to the balcony. We figured it out somehow and I finally walked out down the hall, and outside the store entrance. Actually, the last part, of me being in the party room, may have happened with or without my mom being there. I can’t remember which.

Weird, right? Yes, I know. It was the longest dream I've had lately.

It's already 2:36PM, and I haven't done anything! I hate, hate, hate, when I waste my weekends. I need to start waking up super early! Or maybe I just won't sleep! I like that idea. ;)

I'm sort of thinking about watching the Sex&The City movie. I don't know yet.

Feels like a waste of an entry. Oh well. I have nothing else to say. I'll let you know if something interesting happens. :P

Meow-La,

I'm off track now! I missed a day, so now I don't know what to call this! :S Is it.. day eleven? Or is it day twelve?! And what will I call tomorrow? Oh no! Alright, well I'm just going to call this day twelve. Technically, that's what it really is.

Yesterday, I went to the mall with Jamal. I only went with him so I could buy this book that I wanted. It's called, "The Power of Birthdays, Stars, &Numbers: The Complete Personology Reference Guide" and it's the same book that Rachel's cousin has. :) I wanted my own copy though. It was actually about 25dollars. There goes my money. :T I love books like these! When October hits, I'll have 60dollars again, and I'll hopefully buy another book that's like this.

I made a video with my cats! :) You should watch it.



Other than that, you can watch me sing. :) It sounds kind of bad, and I mess up, but oh well. :P



Well that's all I've got for today. :)

Birthdays,

What is this? Day ten? Oh, goodie! :)

As you all may know by now, I'm really interested in Astrology and such. I own this book called, "The Secret Language of Birthdays" and I love it! Will somebody buy me another Astrology book? c[: Anyway, my friend|half-sister Rachel's cousin has this other book and it contains a list of birthdays that should be important to you. There's four categories. The four categories are beneficial, love and friendships, soul mates, and fatal attractions. It's fun to find people with birthdays that fall under those categories. This is what I found so far:

Kamisha Hagood - [Challenging] - I've known Kamisha for kind of a while. I don't really understand why she falls under challenging though. :P

Jonathan LiVolsi - [Love&Friendship] - I just met Jon this year, but I already love being around him. He's really funny and I would rather be around him than a lot of other people I know. I can understand why he's under "Love&Friendship". :)

Siddharth Patil - [Challenging] - I actually knew Sid since I was little. I can't remember when I actually had a class with him, but I believe that would be 2nd and 4th grade. Maybe even 3rd grade, I can hardly recall. Anyway, we hadn't talked ever since because I moved, but then he found me and now we talk everyday. I can't understand why he falls under "Challenging" though. He thinks because our personalities contrast. I guess that makes sense.

Amanda (Mia) Vakulchik - [Challenging] - Mia is one of my best friends. Now this time I really don't know why she falls under "Challenging". I really have no idea. It doesn't make sense to me because me and her get along really well and such. I guess we don't see eye to eye all the time. We never fight though, so this is a really good friendship. :)

Masai (Possum) Nazaire - [Love&Friendship] - Right off the bat, I definitely understand why he falls under this category. I'll admit up to my extreme obsession-like crush for him in 6th grade. Then we got to know each other. Us being together as a couple went on and off until about the end of 8th grade. We stopped talking for a while in the beginning of 9th grade. Then towards the end of 9th grade we became best friends again. Masai is my other best friend, along side with Mia. As you see, we really do have "Love&Friendship". :D

Alexandria (Alexicaca) Datri - [Love&Friendship] - Aw, I knew Alex from when I was very young. We're cousins! Why wouldn't we be close to each other to begin with? Whenever we see each other, we're always laughing and joking around. We enjoy each other's company entirely and I'd have to say that she is my most favorite cousin. I love all of my other cousins of course, but me and Alex just click so well like that. It's no wonder that she falls under this category.

Amun'Ra Archbold - [Fatal Attraction] - I can't remember when I met him. I'll honestly say that this was a fatal attraction. I'm really attracted to him, but I don't know. Somehow it's just not meant to be, I guess. I hope that doesn't make it sound bad. He's the only one that I found under "Fatal Attraction" so far.

Derina (Deribunny) Tanumihardja - [Love&Friendship] - I knew Deri over myspace from a while ago. I didn't get really close to her until I actually started hanging out with her in school and outside of school with other friends. I tell her a lot of my secrets and she tells me most of hers (I think). I can definitely understand why she falls under "Love&Friendship". :)

Andrew Williams - [Beneficial] - I will honestly say and admit that I fall in and out of love with this boy constantly. That's really all I can say. I don't know why he falls under "Beneficial" though. I was thinking that maybe he teaches me something that I don't really notice consciously. Perhaps he teaches me something sub-consciously. That makes the most sense to me.

Queen (Daughter) Campbell - [Beneficial] - I figured that she would fall under "Love&Friendship", not "Beneficial". I don't really understand that. I love Queen though. I met her last year and she calls me "madre". This apparently makes me her mother, and she, my daughter. Me and her talk about a lot of things that I can't really talk to most other people. She understands things that some people don't. I'm always there for her for whatever she needs, and hopefully, she there's for me too. Still, I don't know why she falls under "Beneficial". I guess, just like Andrew, she may be teaching me something sub-consciously. That's okay with me though. :)

Rachel (RayCharles, half-sister) Angela Persaud - [Love&Friendship] - "Love&Friendship" is totally understandable for Rachel. I knew her from a while ago, when my brother was dating her sister. When her sister came over, Rachel would come over too and we'd hang out. We found that we have so many things in common! We just started calling each other half-sisters. You wouldn't believe the amount of things we have in common. Lately we hardly hang out because her sister no longer goes out with my brother. It's just a lot harder to get together nowadays. I still love her company, along with her sister's. We hang out every now and again, and I enjoy when we do. Her falling under "Love&Friendship" is more than understandable.

That's all I've got so far. I find it really interesting. I've been asking people for their birthday all night, and they all ask me why. I just say "nothing, just wondering" and they respond with something along the lines of, "...ooookay...". :) Funny, right?

Other than that, my day was decent I guess. Nothing great or spectacular.

Our Chinese teacher actually came to school today. For the past week, he hasn't been here because he had to get emergency surgery done. He's finally here now and we actually get to start learning stuff. I think it's really fun. I had so much fun in that class trying to pronounce words. And with Jonathan and Christopher in that class with me just makes it a whole lot better. :)

That's really all I have for today. :) Thanks for reading!