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Hello day thirty-nine! :P

I don't even know what i'm really talking about. I'm just kind of like, "whoo!" I guess.

I found out some things today. Aw, but they can't be mentioned. Gosh,I hate when that happens. Maybe I should have a blog with a password. You know what I mean? Oh gosh, that would be really cool! They have passwords for certain websites & such, right? I should have one too! Does it cost money? I don't even know. Maybe I should look into that.

While I was on the phone with Queen today, some girl was calling me on the other line. I answered it & she said, " Hey, do you know Mia? "
I couldn't really comprehend it too well in my brain so I just said, " what? "
Then she said, " Do you know Amanda? "
I said, " Wait... what?"
Then she said, " Do you know Mia!? "
I said, " Oh, uh, yes, "
Then she kind of yelled at me, " Well she said she's going to beat you up tomorrow, so be prepared #@!$. "
I just said, " okay " and went back to my phone conversation with Queen. I talked to Mia about it and it's not even true. Silly girls calling me on restricted numbers. :)

Okay, I don't even know what else to talk about anymore. I guess I can just end it here.

Oh! My mom said she's taking me to some kind of ballroom dancing class on Friday night. I guess it'll be fun. I don't really know what to expect of it, but I guess I'll have fun. I mean, I always have fun with my mommy. :)

Spongebob and Friday Nights,

Day twenty-four! :)

I think i'm coming down with something! :( I can feel it in my throat. Oh no! I hate being sick!

Here I am doing nothing on a Friday night. I don't have a boring life, do I? I choose to live my life this way!

Last night I went with my mom and Joanne to karaoke! :) It was fun. I made a lot of old MEN happy. >.>

I don't really have anything else to write. Tomorrow should be fun. I'm going to the mall with Anthony and his friend. :)

Masai was sick today. :( I didn't get to see him yesterday or today! Not cool. :T

Spongebob is on. :) I like Spongebob. Maybe i'll go watch Spongebob. :)

Farewell! :D

Wee!d,

Hello again day four. I'm back with stuff to say.

I wrote a song! It's called "All on You". It was inspired by that kid, you know who. :) I didn't like my singing in this one all that much, but oh well. I did like the song overall. I put it up on my music myspace and it's good to go!

It's already 6PM. Tomorrow is Friday! I don't know what i'm doing over the weekend actually. I need to make some plans. My mom is going to a party on Saturday with Ellen. That sounds fun for them. I still don't know what i'm gonna be doing though.

I'm surrounded by drugs. I won't lie, i'm scared. It's so easy to get. I know exactly where to get it if I wanted it. I don't want it though. These two kids in my class love smoking weed. They know so much about it. I sit there and learn about weed. There's different kinds, different terms, just so many things. I sound like such a retard though, because there are a LOT of teens that know all of this already. I definitely don't. I always said I would never do drugs because I don't like the fact that I wouldn't have control over my body. They told me that if I smoked weed I would still have control, the only thing is that I would be super happy and giddy. I'll be honest, it sounds fun. They do make it awfully convincing, but they still haven't convinced me. They make it sound like a really good thing. It's supposed to make you happier. It's also organic. You can't get addicted to it--you'll just want to do it again. If this stuff is so great, then why is it illegal? And why do they make millions of corny and crappy commercials about being above the influence?! I don't understand. Then my other friend told me that if you did it everyday, then it would weaken you physically. Okay, so if I only did it once, then i'd be just fine? I'll never know though, since i'm not going to do it.

I don't think I like loving somebody that gets high all the time.