Awake at Night,

It's day forty-five. Holy crap man.

I had this really bad stomach-ache today. I sort of almost went home early? Not really. Actually, no, I didn't.

Last night I fell asleep around somewhere like 7 or 8. I don't know why, I didn't really mean to fall asleep, but I did. Then I woke up again around midnight. I woke up for the last time at 4AM, and I decided that even though I was extremely tired, that I'd go shower and get ready for school. I normally don't shower in the morning, but I didn't shower that night, or prepare my self for school the next day. You know? Everything was just so off course. Even though I had gotten a pretty good night's sleep, I guess, I was still really tired.

I don't really know what else to say. My stomach is still hurting. STUPID BODY! GET BETTER!

TUMMY aCHE?,

Hello there day four!

I'm not feeling too well. My stomach is really killing me. It hurts a lot! :( I actually came home early today just cause of it! It was hurting last night too, which is why I hardly got any sleep. Then this morning it was sort of bothering me, and it got me off to a late start. I took some medicine though and it lasted for a while. Then 4|5 period came around and the pain started to build right back up. I actually didn't want to leave school, cause after 4|5, the rest of the school day is great.

My brother picked me up, and I would tell you what he said to me, but it's a secret until further notice. ;)

Oh! Oh! Oh! I forgot to tell you what amazing thing happened to me this morning! It's like all my dreams came true. :) Remember how I mentioned that I missed this one kid? Yes! Well I had a fight with him, and that's why we had stopped talking. HOWEVER, I sent him this apology text, and he never replied to it. That was a while ago, but then this morning he came up to me. :) He came up to me and he said that he was sorry for not replying, and that he accepted my apology. I wanted to cry. I was so infused with happiness! I gave him a hug and I said thank you. I actually said it twice. I was speechless--this is what i've been wishing for! Now I can proudly say that good things come to those who wait. :D I'm not letting him slip away this time! ;)

I really don't have much else to say now. It's only about 12:18PM. The day has hardly begun!

I can't tell you how much happier I am now that I'm talking to that kid again. :) I didn't realize how upset and depressed I actually was. I honestly had no idea! I thought I was just doing okay. No wonder I didn't feel the same lately. Now I feel like my regular super peppy, happy self. It's all thanks to him. Note to self: Don't let him slip away ever again.

Mia stayed home today too. She told me she was sick. I wonder how she's doing?

Well that's all i've got for now. If something else happens later, I'll post again. :) Goodbye!

Just a Little Bored,

Oh, hello day three again. I decided to just add another entry. Blogging is fun to me. I hope that doesn't sound geeky.

You know what I noticed? It made me pretty mad when I thought about it. Let me just say this: I wish I could say that I didn't care what people thought about me. I was walking in the hallway today with Corey and Xavier, and I was covering my top, being all self-conscious. Corey and Xavier asked me why I was covering it. I told them that my chest was kind of exposed today. Then Corey simply asked me, "Since when did you care what people think?". Well maybe that wasn't the exact word-for-word conversation, but it was exactly along those lines. I sat there in my first period class a bit disappointed in myself. Since when did I care what people thought? Gee, I feel myself slipping away more and more each day.

I wish I didn't procrastinate. It makes me angry. >:( I really should be getting my english project done, but instead I sit here just thinking about it. It's like I want to do it, but I just can't get myself to go and start. Ugh.

I really wonder who reads this. You there! Reading this right now! State your name! ...Please? I'm really curious as to who reads the actual things I write--well... type.

And now my stomach is hurting. :( I'm also thirsty. I'll leave now I guess. This was such a pointless post. :P