Volleyball,

Well hello there day fifteen! :)

I actually had a pretty good day today. :) I had a normal day of school, but it wasn't entirely bland. Then after school I watched the volleyball game. South Plainfield won, but i'm okay with that because Queen is on that team. :) When I took the late bus home, it was the cutest thing! A couple of freshman boys knew me! They knew my name and all that, but I didn't know them. I don't know, I've always liked that feeling in a weird kind of way. Do you know what I mean? This one guy especially, that sat next to me, was a total sweetheart. He knew all this stuff about me because he actually reads the stuff on my myspace. I don't know, but that melts my heart because I always have this feeling that nobody cares, and when I find that somebody does actually care, it just makes my whole day. I gave him a kiss on the cheek. :)

That was pretty much my day. I'm extremely tired though. I want to go to sleep so badly, but I still have random oddities to do.

I forgot to tell you about my dream that I had two nights ago. It was so weird! I can't really remember all of it (but then again, when can I?), but I know most of the end. Alright, so we had a house in what looked like my Aunt Cecil's neighborhood. I believe it's something like a country club? Anywho, my mom, supposedly my brother, and I were driving home. We left my lola (which means grandma in tagalog) at the house because we weren't going to take long where ever we had gone. Suddenly, I see my cats roaming around the neighborhood. I see Butters, Taylor, and Sasha just walking around. I'm shocked and when I get home I check to see if it were really our cats. It turned out that my lola had left a window or something open and they had gone out. I can't remember the next part, so I'll just skip ahead. We're having some kind of barbecue at our house. I walk outside and my Uncle Tony is grilling these amazing smelling and looking burgers. I have a small conversation with him, but I don't remember what about. Then I look up towards the sky and it starts to rain really hard. I run inside, but my Uncle Tony is still outside trying to grill the burgers. That's actually all I can remember.

That's kind of weird, huh? Yeah.

Well I suppose I'll go now. Until tomorrow! :)

Milky,

Day nine! :)

Alright, I'm really aiming for this kid. He has a girlfriend though. What am I going to do? It's the only problem I have. He's in love with another girl. I hope that maybe there'll somehow be a chance for me.

I was reading through my old diaries again. I love doing that. You wouldn't believe the stuff I used to write. They're so weird, cute, and interesting. I've always wanted to share them with people, but you know, they're DIARIES. The whole point is that it's private.

For all of my ex-boyfriends, I say this:

"And so it is, just like you said it would be. Life goes easy on me, most of the time. And so it is, the shorter story, no love, no glory. And so it is, just like you said it should be. We'll both forget the breeze, most of the time. And so it is, the colder water, the blower's daughter, the pupil in denial. Did I say that I loathe you? Did I say that I want to leave it all behind? I can't take my mind off you, until I find somebody new."

That's actually a song called "The Blower's Daughter" by Damien Rice. I like that song. :)

I decided to try this sort of milk diet. It's kind of weird. Drink three cups of fat-free or non-fat milk everyday. At least it's not like one of those weird fad diets. It's pure and healthy. It's good for you! What could be better? Of course it won't make me lose tons of weight, but it helps. That's always good.

I slept when I got home again. I hate when I do that, but I love it at the same time.

Oh! My dream I had last night! I have to tell you about it!
I can barely remember, but I know for a fact that my mom, Masai, Corey, Xavier, and everyone from school was there. I only remember the ending of my dream. We were all at this block party sort of thing. I don't really know what it was, but it was so festive outside. It was nearing night time, and there were colorful lights, and everybody was there. There were stores and street vendors. It was like a street|block party. I was with my mom and my friends. Masai, my mom, and I go into a store. Xavier runs in and tells us that the cops are coming. Apparently we can get in trouble for doing this whole street party thing. What I got from it was that we weren't supposed to be out in the street. Everyone starts running towards this big tunnel down the street. Everyone that was with me runs towards where the cops are coming because we had to grab our bikes. My mom, Masai, Corey, Xavier, and I grab our bikes and we race down the street through the tunnel. I had a plastic bag in my hand too. As we're racing through the tunnel that connects that street to a school (supposedly the one I go to), I see all these people I know. One familiar face I recognized was Jillian Himmerlick's. I sort of feel bad for them because they don't know that the cops are on that street and are going to get them.
Then my mom woke me up.

It's so weird. I'm really tired though, so I'm going to head to bed. Goodnight.

Get a Life,

Hello one week! :) Already one week? Gosh!

What did I do today? I woke up at my usual 12PM. It bothers me when I wake up kind of late. The day is half-way over at 12PM! However, I woke up at 7AM too. I think it was from this bad dream I was having. I hardly remember what it was about. I think I was with a group of people, and it was just like a horror movie. I was running around corners and down stairs or elevators. Somebody was coming after me. I kept going down what looked like the same hallways. I noticed that I also wasn't running out of breath, which I normally would if it were real life. Suddenly it was just me, and I almost got caught. Somehow I managed to run through the same hallways at least three more times. Then I go on the elevator, but it starts melting and fading away. I'm pretty sure I screamed, but then I woke up. When I woke up though, I was still dreaming. I was laying on a couch watching a movie. The movie was about what I had been going through in my dream. I believe my mom comes over to me and says something, but I can't remember what. That's all I remmeber of it. It was really weird.

Well anyway, I woke up, showered and got ready, and then my mommy and I went out. We had to go to the asian food store. Before that though, we ate at china bowl. :) I love their food! Well, while we were eating, my mom was telling me about how last night went. She also told me about her chat room friends and such. Then she told me about how people had talked about her and her (ex)fiance. They were saying that she was just using Jon for his money. Really? That's so pathetic! This is stuff that teenagers do! Who talks about people online? Especially when they're MIDDLE-AGED!? It makes no sense! You old people have no lives! You're supposed to get in the chat room to talk, chat, make friends, and then maybe go out with them later! But to start gossip and such just because you have nothing better to do in your lives is honestly retarded. Get a job! And if you have one already, then get another one! Go get a love interest! If you have one already, then shouldn't you be spending time with them? It's like you guys have no clue or something! This is what I told my mom to tell them:

"Here's a dollar. Go buy your own life. Stop using mine. It's not for rent. Thanks."

Aside from that, there's really not anything else to say. I'm in a pretty okay mood. I don't really feel like going to school tomorrow though. Just not in the mood for it. Oh! I have to do laundry! I just remembered! Good thing I did, or else I'd have no clothes for tomorrow! Hah.